Had I grasped you by the fingertips, oh, how I would hold you for a lifetime…
I would take your heart, and consume you with mine
If I could take back the anger and indifference
Maybe we could start anew
There are no ‘maybes’ or ‘ifs’
I can’t relive yesterday
You live in the moment, while I yearn for tomorrow
To bring life to today.
All we’ve had holds a void in my mind,
While my heart ponders the idea of you
Do I really want you? Do I know you?
Sad, and unfortunate, no.
But I want to, as much as the confusion often sets in, I crave your attention
And I crave your mind.
I miss your touch, more than I can handle.
And this is the part of me that I hide.
Behind the smile, behind the laugh and behind the jokes.
Because it hurts.
Because I’m hurt.
And scared to be vulnerable, to be at your will. And
I want to love freely and care passionately.
I want my heart to be with excitement and not ache with fear.
I want to be
Of emotions, and filled with passion.
I want to give my all, I want to be mine.